
Most of my life I've never considered myself a crafty or creative person. Oh, don't get me wrong, I did plenty of craft projects with my mom growing up. Because...my mom is the crafty queen. Seriously, she's the queen. And maybe that's why, in
comparison, I never felt very creative. And to be honest I was okay with that. Sure I learned to sew (just a tiny bit) in home economics class in 6
th grade and I looked forward to the annual Christmas craft project with mom growing up, but beyond that I was good. Until...I became pregnant with Lily. It was like being pregnant (and the process of becoming a mom) flipped some sort of creative switch in me. I'm sure it was probably there all along, but it just took my children to bring it out in me! I guess it started when I decided to paint a shadow tree on the wall in Lily's nursery. Oh how I wished that my mom was going to be visiting before the baby was born to do it for me, but she wasn't- so I had to figure it out myself. And then there were a few other little projects for the nursery- like the painted metal tree for the wall, and the frames tied with pink ribbon, and the wooden letters I painted for her name. That was the beginning. And then came photography (still my largest creative outlet). And then as Lily got a bit older came the creative little projects we could do together (or sometimes that I do for her like kite making). And then Eli's nursery (my first canvas painting and the mobile that I am still in love with) and all of the creative ideas for their birthday parties. And more and more I find myself drawn towards handmade things (and this I just never would have guessed)- whether I make them or someone else
hand makes them. And then...something I thought would never ever happen...this summer I got my first sewing
machine (my mom helped me pick it out as my birthday present)...and I am learning how to sew! It's a slow process for me and I don't have a lot of time, but I am beginning to learn. I've mended a few things and sewn Lily a pillow for her doll bed (I have fabric for pillows for our living room, but just haven't gotten there yet). I think it may be some time before I follow any real serious pattern, but maybe someday. And one of my favorite projects this year was these flags I made (with my sewing machine!) for Eli's birthday! I made a lot of them and not all of them turned out perfect (I learned as I went), but I adore how cute they are! Here's just one of the pictures (the rest will come when I finally post about his birthday party). I love them so much that at least a few of them will be hanging in Eli's room sometime after Christmas! So, I may never be quite as crafty as my mom (or my grandmother who worked as a seamstress for Oshkosh
B'Gosh for many years), but I do think it might be in my blood. It's just one more gift from God that He gave me, not because of, but through my children.
It's so fun that you're getting to see a new side of you emerge as your life stages change! I have a similar story of never feeling very domestic until after I moved out of college. Now I love to cook and back and knit...so weird!
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